Phrenia

by An Isle Ate Her

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about

This album was written and recorded during the darkest times of our lives.

credits

released 26 September 2011

Chaz Bell - Vocals, Album Artwork
Collin Hutchinson - Guitar
Matt Cooper - Drums
Eric Roche - Bass Guitar

Paul Hundeby - Recording/mastering, additional vocals on 'Slueslings'

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Track Name: Lurker Livin'
Falling down I'm falling down oh god im falling down
Passing out I'm passing out oh god im passing out
everyone huddled around me
I dunno what happened all the sudden I felt the world collapse on me
drag me up the stairs, kill me on the way up
fucked
fucked
fucked
mind fucked
fucked
why
holy patterns embody me. Your shapes are blinders that wholly blind me
We shouldn't have came here
Im tripping my way through hell
Satan's laughing at my feet
under the covers for eternity
Track Name: Slueslings
I guess i got more than I ever bargained for
I hung from her like a noose
now shes in the gutter, sucking dick
just like her mother, sucking dick
oh have you truly realized how worthless you fucking are?
RAPTURE
take me away i dont want to be here
barf it barf it barf it up
CAPTURED
Thats all we really really
Thats all we really are
I'll fucking kill myself on this stage right now
just to prove to myself that I'm already dead
blank, blank faced stares, your gaze hits me
RAPE RAPE RAPE RAPE
Thats all were really really
thats all were really trying to fucking do
I feel the pain of every living soul
I am the cross hung shit slug
I'm fucked beyond belief and I dunno whats gonna nail me to the cross...
myself or the ever present pile of drugs
If you call me Jesus Christ then I'll think that I'm Jesus Christ
I'm not your fucking savior
But I Know he's lonely
I dont know your holy roman bloody savior
but I know he's lonely
Dont call me Jesus
Track Name: Das Ekel
This isn't the climate that I should be but I find it trivial
and im not that great of an actor
wondering what i should do
anxious stutter
pathetically apathetic
but hey shrug it off you'll be fine (Kill yourself)
relieve your stress with fake commercialized plastic products
Oh! this is my favorite commercial!
When will you realize that your shit means absolutely nothing?
train yourself for money, get a respectable career, then buy more shit
then buy more shit
then buy more shit
Then will you realize that your shit means absolutely nothing?
You're a fucking slave to your material possessions
but you're so proud of all you shit
fucking pathetic excuse for a human being
this is worse possible way that I can think of to live
Track Name: Landsraad
Recently responded to the received radio
Tip toe towards the top until my toes start to tear
1250 Celsius
Cast myself into the earth
Her insides forever burn
Fuck this shit
This process of combusting is an onerous affair
But nothing compares to the time I’ve lived
Fuck, this hurts, this hurts so bad
Why can I still hear myself thinking
I should have departed by now
but... but no... fuck…
The preparations failed once again
What happened? What happened?
Inside inside inside a fucking rock
One thousand, one thousand
Years of floating on a molecular level
I’ve got all the time I need
To think of another way
to self-destruct
Time passed by
I throw it away
My atoms are always trying to find eachother
Rise
Rise
Rise
Rise
Track Name: Dun Dorr
Tongue tied, Limp dick
incessant masturbation will coil around itself
I'm flies sucking shit
In lieu of the reverend nation
my blood will wash away the sins of modern man
just one more line'll do
its kinda funny because I always say that but it never does
sitting in my car before class
fat blunt, skinny heroin
when you're high you dont feel oh so lonely
so lonely...
What the fuck am I living for?
It's bromidic I'm fucking bored.
fuck this shit.
Postmodern Anxiety
"Calm down, Calm down, Calm down, Calm down
Dont freak out dont freak out dont freak out
you dont want to have an anxiety attack"
Mother man... She steadily rapes me
standing on the edge of constant doubt, i throw myself

Dear God,

Are you there? I'm on my knees I'm begging for you to show yourself... Quickly... before I fall

...but nothing ever fucking happens
and im stuck here crying, crying on my knees I can't go on
Im such a fucking piece of shit
God why wont you speak to me
I cant keep from crying when I think about what all this really means
oh its no fucking wonder we're all so fucking miserable

What the fuck am I living for?
Postmodern Anxiety.

What the fuck am I living for?
Track Name: Easy, Charles
Wait!
Despite Suggestion
My lungs stay hammered
Its rife depression
That grips my chest so tight that my lungs don’t have enough room to properly expand
Taste life’s awful taste, it tastes so wrong, its unbearable
Just try and
Breathe deep, feels cheap
Oh god… are you there?
Idle as stone, watching me squirm, watching me squirm
Like a worm on the driveway
“Its alright, Its alright, Its alright…
I’m completely fine you don’t need to worry”
Wait! honestly, I don’t feel right
Is it alright not to feel like this is real life
Got to remember to breathe right
Fake, Its all like plastic
Fake, You’re all so fucking full of shit x2
So hard to care about anything
When nothing has any fucking meaning
Don’t feel the need to breath, to breathe
Don’t feel the need to eat, to eat
Don’t feel the need to sleep, to sleep
Just feel the need to get fucked and fucked up
Everyone around me
Making things so suffocating
Id rather be somewhere else
Why do I fake a smile to sleep at night?
Why do I steady breathe?
When all I want to do is die
die
die die
die
Track Name: Easy, Charles II
haven't been feeling like myself lately
im not the person I thought i used to be
these years of depression
have changed me

i stagger slowly through the tar pit lung
always reaching for the lesion at the tip of my tongue
oh im always fucking screaming out the shit between me
but its all too much to bare i steady fumble my feelings

and i cant remember when i didnt feel this way
only overwhelming feelings of uninteresting
oh im tired of fucking thinking things are gonna get better
when all ive ever seen is this rainy weather

and the only fucking time i feel remotely alive
is when im so fucking gone i think ive already died
oh this lonliness is killer and he's taken my life
drop a pill on my body as buried alive
im sorry...

AND THE SLUG CHRIST HE SWELLED

HAVENT BEEN FEELING LIKE MYSELF LATELY
IM NOT THE PERSON I THOUGHT I USED TO BE
THESE YEARS OF DEPRESSION
HAVE CHANGED ME
Track Name: Improcalypse
I cant feel anything
indifference.
Ive never truly lived
judge me.
what the fuck is my problem when comes to the way that she spits
well i dont know i just dont know
nothing is sane
I've never truly lived
I've only run away
you're all my problem
with the blood on my reciprocated ways
And all i wanted... I dont know...
Hollow
Were all hollow
cant judge cause i dont feel.
Well what the fuck did you expect with a world like this... with a world like this
hollow
hollow
hollow
hollow
hollow
hollow
hollow
Track Name: Appetency
Millenia of actuality attenuated me
Millenia of actuality attenuated me
Why does nothing ever seem to help this situation?
Oh its horrible Oh its horrible Oh its horrible Oh its horrible
I think I finally see
theres only one true path to take
Death is a sagacious fox
but I have him caught by his feet
I will consume myself over and over until I no longer exist
munch munch munch
Self consumption
Self putrification
Reformation
Track Name: Furukawa
Slowly coming but I feel no pain
Feel the poppies every time it rains
it always pours.
flushed through the septic, suffocated by shit
Good will to those who burn down they're own houses
my dick will penetrate them by the dozens
my home is dead
what the fuck is this?
umm... uhhh... ummm
dead.
This is what I get for killing myself so young, buried alive by chemicals.
but no one cares, no one fucking cares
Why? please...
it wraps around me, around my neck around the sun, i steady hanging until the job is done
Slowly coming but im numb as fuck
my brain and heart no longer work as one
not human
dead.