haven't been feeling like myself lately
im not the person I thought i used to be
these years of depression
have changed me
i stagger slowly through the tar pit lung
always reaching for the lesion at the tip of my tongue
oh im always fucking screaming out the shit between me
but its all too much to bare i steady fumble my feelings
and i cant remember when i didnt feel this way
only overwhelming feelings of uninteresting
oh im tired of fucking thinking things are gonna get better
when all ive ever seen is this rainy weather
and the only fucking time i feel remotely alive
is when im so fucking gone i think ive already died
oh this lonliness is killer and he's taken my life
drop a pill on my body as buried alive
im sorry...
AND THE SLUG CHRIST HE SWELLED
HAVENT BEEN FEELING LIKE MYSELF LATELY
IM NOT THE PERSON I THOUGHT I USED TO BE
THESE YEARS OF DEPRESSION
HAVE CHANGED ME
Apparatus partners-in-grind Dionaea. This new album is so much more than that though, incorporating elements of post-rock ambiance as well as shredding grind techniques. An Isle Ate Her
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Quite possibly the most full-on album I've ever listened to. Intense, and then some. 'Digital Tarpit' could describe both the track and the whole album: high-pitched guitar squeals that make your fillings itch coupled with merciless, suffocating heaviness. The Avenell-esque vocals top it off perfectly.
Brilliant - punishing, but brilliant. jim_fuego